Hi again, tincansailordeg2 - it's good to 'see' you again!! You have certainly come (back) to the right place. We have an entire community that understands how you feels and know what you are experiencing.
Many here have expressed similar sentiments about their present condition, symptoms and being out in the neighborhood (when necessary)? You are more than welcome to vent your thoughts here with us!
Warm regards,
Leon (site moderator asthma.net)