Hi CM2099 and welcome. I see you became a member here earlier this morning. We're glad to see you are already chiming in with your first comment.
I hear you! For folks who've been diagnosed with asthma since childhood, it can be challenging growing up, living with and managing this disease. You are definitely not alone in that regard, as others in the community have shared similar experiences here with the community.
Having said that, you are certainly in the right place. We have an entire community who understands how you feel and knows what you are going through, too.
If there is anything we can do to assist you, please let me or any other moderator / team member know. You are always welcome here!
All the best,
Leon (site moderator asthma.net)